Strong?

Talking to him hurts because of his painful words. Ignore him hurts even more then I expected. Being ignored by your so called crush or either your love, it hurts really badly. Even if you tried your best in doing things to make him feel better or make him smile. Let me say, it is not the easiest thing to do. Kept quiet and remember such painful words that he said, is a torture. Even if you say you're sad and he won't be doing anything, that makes it like you're invisible. Looking at his picture every night talking to him is only the best thing. Because he doesn't hear what you say and won't even say any hurtful words towards you. Being happy every single day wanted to go home and just want to talk to him, felt wonderful. But when the conversation goes the pain comes back. Even if it hurts you so much. I bet you don't feel lonely in the inside. Kept asking when his free and seems like he turn it down everytime you asked, you then just have to try harder then you expected. Missing him and  want to feel the warmth hug again and you know that you won't be getting anymore. Seeing him say "Goodbye" to you. It felt like this world is ending. 

Girl you just have to stay strong then.